blood red lips

it's three in the morning and i've just finished watching mean girls. i feel like i've watched it for at least 30 times, but i'm not even sick of it. it's one of the few movies that girls can really relate to.
anyway, i went to bugis with denise ailyn jarrett and mingkai. i had really red lips. previously, when i tried it on, i dabbed a lot of it away because i was afraid of looking weird. but now that i'm getting used to it, i actually really like it.  i'm not sure if i'll be sticking to this though.
i think i'm entering the phase of girlhood where i really really wanna play with make up.  i got my first eye shadow set. it's supposedly for smoky eyes....... but i've been watching youtube videos and it seems so difficult. 
but i'll try it at home when i've got nothing to do haha.




the flash makes my lips look so much redder. the top picture is a much more accurate photo.  (lol obviously i mean my face isn't even close to fair hahahahha) i feel like i'm gonna get a comment on my formspring which says "you look like a chinese hooker" LOL ok maybe that's why i don't get affected by comments. because i already think of all the ways in the world i can insult myself. i'm weird lol ok i know.