Rambling.

So.. I got posted to TP's Pharmaceutical Science. No one I know is heading to the same course as me. This means having to make completely new friends, in a completely new environment, learning completely new stuff. I was bummed about not entering Serangoon Junior College, but then again I thought.. I would be learning something that I actually have interest in. Sure I was really interested in Lit, but guess this is where fate takes me. I can go and analyse books and poetry on my own, it's kinda the same..... School starts in April, and I find myself fretting about the minor things like stationary and attire.
I'm delighted that most of my friends are in their dream JCs, especially Anna and Joey. They've worked hard, they deserve it. Still quite upset about not being able to go through JC orientation, heard it's really fun.
I was contemplating if I should appeal, but decided not to. After receiving that message from MOE, I totally gave up. Yup so this means three years of hard work and attempting not to get distracted.
I keep disabling and enabling my formspring because I don't know if I should continue using it or not. Shall enable it for now, but it's not gonna be on my blog because I'm lazy to put it back up.
I'm playing Neopets, I'm that bored. Can someone recommend me something to play........
I miss my army boy. To be honest he's been the only person who's kept me sane through this depressing period. So many people have been giving me opinions and I found my decisions wavering but he didn't comment much and just silently stood there. I actually appreciate it the most. It makes me feel like he'll be there for me regardless of my decision.

So we beat on, boats against the current, borne back ceaselessly into the past.
Came across this phrase, from the Great Gatsby, it's relevant.

I thank you if you read all of that. I actually just typed whatever was on my mind (for the first time) so my thoughts seem a little jumbled up, out of place.