Insecure.

Do you know why people are so insecure? Do you know why so many girls out there think that they're ugly or fat or worthless or basically unworthy of anybody?

It's because of people who keep insulting them and reinforcing their whole mindset that they are not good enough.

Yeah I have had experiences like that. In fact I just got insulted. By my own cousin whom I love dearly.

She saw me, and the first thing she said was, "Aiyo why are you so black now? Sibeh ugly leh."

And I just gave her that I don't know look. But then I turned my back on her and rolled my eyes, cussing under my breath.

BITCH, SHUT UP.

Nobody asked for your opinion. Nobody asked you to say that.

If you're a guy and you're reading this, note something.

Whatever you say to a girl will stay in her mind for a very very long time. They might act like they don't give two shits about it, but seriously they do.

Some people even get bothered about online insults. I don't, but I do get bothered by insults that are just thrown to my face.

I know this is extremely ironic because I am a big fan of Luanlegacy and he made this video that somehow talked about self-esteem.

But I'm just saying.

Okay you can just ignore this entire post and treat it like it's non-existent.

I just needed a place to rant my thoughts.

Library.

Today, I went to the library with Joey! It was.. Kinda productive I guess.Like what she said, we completed a worksheet that we wouldn't have completed if not for each other.
AWWWWWWW!!!!










See! I am really damn dark now!









I shall end off with a funny picture hehe!!!!
PS: Click on the Older Posts for more updates!!!!

Aftermath.

We headed to Beckie's house after the whole event!!! After changing and showering, we went into the pool!I LEARNT HOW TO TREAD WATER AND SWIM!!!!!Thanks to Joey, John and Ruizong! I only know the frog style, but it's better than nothing right!We played Truth/ Truth in the jacuzzi tub but it started raining so we went back to the normal 1.25 metre pool.After a few hours, we went up to watch Life As We Know It. I went into her bed room to play with her iPad instead haha.
While everyone was tired and headed for home, I had to rush to Nafa ugh. I looked damn moody and pissed during dance lar. I wasn't even bothered to do the steps properly.Sorry lar too lazy alr LOL.


Kimberly's underwater camera was damn amazing hehe!!!!I was trying to open my eyes and smile under water but I looked damn retarded. I'll put it up here if she uploads the pictures.Seriously man. The pictures drove Joey and Beckie nuts from laughing.
OKAY I AM UNGLAMOROUS LIKE THAT.

















All of them went to the diving pool (Which was a flipping 4.1 metres) except for Hong Yi and I - The losers who couldn't survive that deep.
They were flipping and stuff and I was just by the side watching.My mum doesn't allow me to swim @ my friends' houses cuz she thinks it's dangerous but honestly I would say that I know my limits. I wouldn't wanna die right! So I'll never go to any pool that's more than 1.3 metres.



Crazy Ruizong who thinks he's an Olympic competitor. LOL.



























"Whoa.... I forgot to flip."
HAHAHA FAIL.














We had Macs!!!!















Sun tan sun tan hehehe!
OH I WAS EXTREMELY SUN BURNT.Now I am the most tanned person on Earth.




































John enjoying the rain. The whole pool became way warmer. Really relaxing!



Do you see my tan line? Thanks to my FBTs lol.


















I like beating peoples' high scores hahahahaha.






Cabbie Charles.LOL.

















The chain of.. Sleeping? HAHAHAHA.

Ah the day was amazing in so many ways :) Probably the best of this year!